Should i cont or stopp takin my meds?

iight i been takin some anti depression pills i think its called cellexall something idk how to spell it buit i ran out and i missed my appointment for a refill and i couldnt get an a appointment bac for another couplke weeks and i felt fine i felt real good i felt better than i normally did but i jus got a refill and started takin em again and i been gettin migranes i'm tired of takin pills i'm tired of goin to the doctors i jus want to live the way i want to i'm not trying to be on pills forever can anyone help me wut should i do idk if i should stop takin em i might end up going evne more crazier thatn i was wen i was takin em but i felt fine for the few weeks i havent taken em anyways someone help please